I'm not doing the four spaces thingy so thank you for your interest you may leave this now for it will look like a mess nothing more.

Go to work or not, i can still play the sick part i still have two days sick leave left for me, but,that means they may pile up shit for me later, i'm to depressed to see anybody or socialize, agh, socialize why is it even important, your all kind and sweet but i'd so much rather be alone now instead of this lets-show-that-we-care conversation, yes, really, and about all this fake (how are you doing) question, is it the new hi, seriously? because i know i don't want to hear about your day and i don't want to talk about my day either.But then opsie co-workers, hello hello, how are you doing. I'm fine. lol that's a joke, ever read about that it's only initials for Frustrated, .Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional,it seems like an emo kid made this , but yes to tell the truth to your question , i'm fine and not fine, happiness isn't an easy thing that i can acquire and i'd rather so much i'm not around so many people and so much noise, i wish i can go to bed for 3 days of uninterrupted sleep and 3 extra days of doing absolutely nothing but thinking about how to end this, and seems like i should worry or i should not , because i know i am both of this fine and not fine, so that sums it to i shouldn't be worried about being this empty.