Normally, when you look at me, you see a pale face with two small tired eye balls hanging on top of a frown looking face, but I do have emotions anyway so that face changes from time to time

A few days ago I was waiting for the bus at the station, and if you live in Sudan you'd know that catching a bus and actually riding on it requires some athletic powers, seriously speaking. So a bus came and by the time it stopped, it was half full of passengers. Only 4 or 5 seats were empty when I jumped into the bus so I was more than lucky this time. and I sat on the last seat and started looking at the people on the ground. x

There was a young lady trying to get on the bus, and behind her, a young man who seems to be injured and was walking with those sticks - I really don't know what they are called. x

So, the girl noticed the boy, and moved away of the bus's door to let him get in first. Now you can imagine what happened next, the boy refuses to go in before the girl, the girl insists and finally the boy swears to God that he won't ride on the bus before her, and so the girl gets on the bus and after her comes the boy ... and life goes on. x

For some reason, this scene touched me deep inside, and I think that I may have dropped a tear or two, I really said to myself "Oh dear, I think this life deserves the living", but this same damn life couldn't let this pass peacefully, as I was dragged out of my thoughts by these stupid boys who were sitting next me, commenting on the same girl when she got on the bus, with whatever shit they say when they see a pretty girl around >_> x

And nope, I did absolutely nothing, I just turned to them, stared at them in the eyes for a sec, and then turned away to look outside the window, thinking to myself: "please God, take me NOW!" x


PS: It seems that it really helps to vent in English, Brace yourselves... more and more nonsense is coming to this community. Ha ha ha xD